On a train. It's around eleven in the morning. I feel like taking my shoes off. I do it.
The folks around me are all reading books and papers. Some of them are maybe teachers or graduate students. It reminds me about my own condition. Working full-time for the Council of Japanese Local Authorities for International Relations, I manage to do some research on my free hours. Moving to Paris was quite soft. I found the job, the flat, a very nice roommate who introduce me to Chinese culture and cook some great food. I invite friends for diner twice a week, practice aikido or swimming every time I can. I don't feel like searching a girlfriend. I met a lot of girls, but no one did succeed driving me out of the dull world.
Music is as usual very important to me. Sweet drops of pure gold pouring into my ears. Recently I recorded with my bro, the bluesy boy, and a couple of his friends some cover of The White Stripes. It was great fun. You guys would laugh at my accent, though.
We're running countryside, everything around is so calm. The weather is gentle. The sky is blueish grey. I same some cows. Everything looks like a Corot's painting.
I found myself two challenges for 2008. One is some kind of a large scale, can-you-achieve-it sort of a dream. I'm considering going for a PhD, in Japan.
I studied Japanese for four years, then worked in Tochigi for two years? It's my third year as a regular "salary-man". The job right now is just cool. For example, my mission today is to help the people of a small town called Chateaubriant (Bretagne) to help the people there set up sister cities relations with Japan. I kind of like it. The office may be boring sometimes but I'm surrounded by very interesting colleagues. I'm always debating with the other French guy, learning about the job from the Japanese lady sitting on my left side. One very nice lady is spoiling us most of the time and the expat staff is quite challenging, reminding me the foreigner I used to be in Japan, and in the same time very nice, fond of French culture and always helping me with my clues on Japanese culture and history.
I might ask for a Japanese scholarship. I want to go to Kyôto and do some research on Meiji intellectual history. I believe history helps us a lot when dealing with ourselves, what we are and the nature of our relations with other. Nowadays that everyone is staring at Chinese "opening", I would like to study the early Japanese opening, 150 years ago, the way intellectuals and politicians absorbed western civilization, blended it with their own patrimony and achieved competing with western wealthy nations. It is not something strange that Japan became an imperialist colonial country, since its models (Great Britain, Prussia) were very colonialist entities. I'm just wondering if there was no other blending possible. How did "politics" appear in Japan?